It creeps in
slithering, sliding
wrapping it's tendrils
my hair stands on end
my body chills
the presence is
strong and suffocating
it's a memory
that's nothing more than a silhouette
a black form that dominates
nights are filled with terror
my mind wants me to break free
to remember
to heal
I'm too afraid
I pull it in
push it down
I squeeze my eyes tight
I say my prayers
an anxiety filled sleep
leads to anxiety filled days
really bad times
standing over me
calls me by my name
I answer, "yes?"
then reality slams me
I bolt upright
in a cold sweat
the cycle repeats
until it's down so far
I can breathe again.
Take it one day at a time. You never know what tomorrow will bring.
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